Understand/Surrender

What I want

is to wear many colors

is to understand and surrender to the kind and horrifying nature of a lifestyle based on plastic

is to regain or maybe just gain a moment of true focus

is the capacity to focus on something with a sufficient proportion of the atoms and molecules that constitute my body so that it qualifies as a moment of true focus for the first time in 38 years

is to moisturize when I remember to moisturize

is to recycle when I remember to recycle

is to understand and surrender to those fuck-it moments when I get wet half on purpose

is to relax into rewinding tentwentythirty seconds of whatever thing I’m watching on Netflix because I was paying attention to something else

is to catch myself before swearing in front of children, maybe

this is my plan for what’s left of the summer.

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